forget everything

Last three days I went to Kanchanaburee.

I feel very good

i never fuin lik this beore

I did every activity they did

I went to Sankleburee

it's very fun

but when i'm back

i feel very bad

i want to know what i really feel

i want to live with ine man or not

i feel good with another man

but i never feel like this with this man

i don't wanna feel dizzy with this too much

but

i still feel

i hate when i feel good with another

i feel like someone ever feel good with him

i don't want to feel like this

so i try to far away from them

i hate this feeling

then I bought 3 bottle of spy

but i still bad

i want to drink more and more

to forget every bad feeling

i hope someone will help me

i wanna dizzy more T T

i just want to forget everything